The Power of Eating Disorders

I want to get close

I am afraid.

Afraid of what you might see.

My eyes.

My thoughts.

My dreams.

My heart.

My soul.

Everything that makes me who I am.

My feelings.

My emotions.

The truth of my own reality.

The reality that I am scared.

Every second.

Every minute.

Every hour.

Every day.

Scared of not being perfect.

Scared of looking stupid.

Scared of being in the way.

Scared of getting comfortable.

Getting comfortable means stability,

Stability means forever.

I dread forever.

So, I am ready,

to move on,

to continue my journey,

To continue my life....

I AM READY!

Mary Pat uses her gift of poetry in hopes to help others find their own special gifts. http://www.reflectingrace.com

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House of the Goblin [Part Two of Three/with notes]

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Im Sorry Mom! A Mothers Day Poem

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Savage Nature: The Life of Ted Hughes

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For My Mother

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Satirical Poetry About Tony Blair

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The Merchant of Copan [In English and Spanish]

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The Art of Receiving Poetic Critique

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Three Poems: Phantom of the Rocks; Lady from Lima & Bell Ringer of de Copan

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It Was Not Me

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The Time Has Come and Buzzing

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Two Poems with Triggers [and a commentary]

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Listen as I Share: WE

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Exalted Poetry; Two poem [and commentary]

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Wondering

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Growing

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Writing Innovative Poetry

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Two Poems: Black Poncho, and Spirits of de Copan [in English and Spanish]

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Three Sweet Poems, and Two Not So Sweet [now in: SPANISH and English]

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Give Me a Lily Pad & The Continuum [two Poems]

What can I do to keep this world in its orbital spin? I gave up trying to win the hearts of the many-. Throw the meat-balls against the wall, stop, stop!! Trying to... Read More

I Saw the Universe

I can see the cerulean blue of the skiesOr the indigo of the nightI can see the stars wink, the grin of the moonDuring the changes of it's monthly face**I am in awe**I... Read More

Barriers

There are many times I set up barriers and walls, invisible unless you come too close, And then you hit them.You wonder what happened.You didn't know, I can't let you in.I've lost the... Read More

Poetry in Turbulence

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Learn About Love From Poet Rumi

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Lamenting Poetic Moods [six Poems]

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Walt Whitman, Romance With a Stranger

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Infected Ideologies [a Poetic Portrait]

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My hero, my best friend, my Grannio (a.k.a my Grandmother)

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Passion and Poetry, and Life

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